Ok i am not dumb and i got it all .
Some people still take me as a fool maybe u are not kidding or faking it but how can i assure ?
I do not want to take such a big risk again now ready to do it all over again .
It's crazy , it's heart wrenching nobody knows how i feel people judge me without even knowing me.
But i can't stop them can i ? I live wif a conscious inside me but do u ? Only u know yourself .
This life i have had never always been good , only close ones knows what i am going through but some don't even know and try to assume and think they know everything .
Who has seen me down and really don't feel like getting back once i have fallen ? Only few so if your haven't been through the worst don't think u are going through hell cause u have not even tasted hell itself .
Adi u asked me a question and i shall tell u the answer now right here indefinitely without a doubt the answer is a no not a yes ! Brother thanks for being there whenever i need someone to talk to man .
Normally i tok to cousin jas when i am down but sometimes don't wanna trouble her yea even though she is an idiot at times , she can be serious when the time comes haha .

True friends how many can u have ? Yea i know u must be thinking am i a good fren ? i dun go arnd backstabbing ppl and stuff okeh ? that i can assure u .
Jie loong in camp , some frens in poly and stuff sigh , seriously life can sometimes go damn down but we have to find ways to bring it back up , at least true frens last till the end i shall end here kinda tired and got stuff going through my head now but i have made up my mind adi thanks =D