Family has problems i know but this time is the first time seeing my family quarrel till liddat .
U know by seeing my own brother cry so badly u know how much it hurts me ?
Seeing my cousin yong cry u know how much it hurts me ?
Trust should be given to everyone , everyone deserves a second chance .
But i just don't get this shit ya know ?
I really can't take the pressure everyone is giving me ,
ns and family all coming at me like a snowball rolling non stop ,
damnit i really need a break i really do . =(
Kill me someone will ya ?

Feeling slpy slpy slpy ... but i just can't get to sleep ~.~
Yong is currently making me laugh out loud ! haha !
Damn damn damn i hope i can recover anytime soon the pain is killing mua ~
Yong is currently getting scolded for not eating his dinner hahahaha ! Getting chased to eat now =x
Gab is still out not back yet ~.~
So damn bored !

Xavier Goh Yixuan is officially injured =/
Old back injury back again ogoddamnshit !
Continued with training nevertheless,
Might be seeing a doctor tomorrow ,
Physical training continues for me ,
Need to improve even more on my physical =/
goddamnshit might be going overseas training =(
might not want to continue commando if he has a choice =/
life is different as before as well !

Yesterday went tampinese wif cousin and her mum !
While her mum went to get her fone done , jas and me went to T1 to buy some basic top and a polo for myself at topman haha !
After dat had dinner and off we r home .
Err kinda slpy now shall let gabriel use the com while i go slp b4 my book in =/

Today was supposed to meet my mum at her work place but was too lazy to meet her so didn't go to find her haha !
Met Emily sis at bugis instead ! Been a loooonggg time since i last saw her . Ate dinner and had a drink later on went to her work place to take a look wow nice environment i gotta say heh heh . Hm gonna meet her soon to come to watch phobia 2 ya hehe !
Tomorrow V3lo a.k.a Jason birthday ! But might not be going his chalet see how it goes ya .
Mum wanna talk to me tonight wonder what she wants to talk about hmm ... haha .
Man been eating very little lately damnit stomach just doesn't get hungry lately =(
Sat going malaysia to shop , sunday going jas hse to stay ? lol not comfirm yet~
Monday night booking in ! Goddamnshit so fast !
Time to stop here ciao people !

Flashback keep flashing through my head goddamnit !

Have been anime-ing for sometime thanks to dumb brother gabriel making me addicted to it . Going to find mum at her work place at j8 later n mayb miting emily sis at bugis provided she wakes up early ! haha ns startin soon on monday shiiiittsz !

Yesterday went swimming with zhiwei at yck swimming complex . Followed by our late lunch at nanyang poly lol . didnt eat dinner was feeling kinda full .
Currently watching anime kateikyoushi-hitman-reborn ! the small gina hitman is freaking cute lol lol !

Ok i am sooo pissed off !
First yong fking takes mc and downloads everyday causing me to lag with my computer fucking cheebye .
Now he is converting with the lappy with my connection and lagging me again nbcb .

OK ADI IS FORCED TO WATCH G FORCE WITH ME ! HE IS SO PISSED LOL ! SAYING IT IS CHILDISH HAHAHA !

Today met zhiwei and went to orchard to get his fone back from repair but sadly now its still undergoing repair wasted trip ya hahahaha!

Ate dinner and now am at his house stayin overnight , jesus goddamnit i got sunburn on my forehead so horribleeee and unsightly !

First day of my holiday !
Gonna meet Jy at amk hub now to catch the movie final destination wow it has been like mths n mths since i met him LOL ! Meeting up with people i havent had a chance to meet lately haha !
AW ! ADI IS GONNA GO BACK INDO FOR QUITE SOME TIME =/ TAKEC YA ! miss ya

P.O.P LO !

YESTERDAY DID 24KM route march all suffered from abrasion and blisters !
Couldn't even march properly LOL ! After parade took fotos and stuff aww many getting posted to other unit and course well gonna miss u guys keep in contact ya ! will upload fotos when i get hold of dem =D

Ok going to book in in 2 hrs plus plus time .
Just gonna have a short nap before booking in ciao .

Ok i am back at home but gonna book in tonite .
Had a high fever hitting 39.1 degrees , head was feeling so heavyyyy totally felt horrible .
Can't take a long mc as i have my passing out parade on thursday .
Sorry to my parents and grandma for raising my voice at them but i just felt so bad i jus needed some sleep and not some lectures .

Okkkk was out in the afternoon till now .
Went karaoke wif aunt and cousins . Only yong was singing hahahaha !
After hearing him sing for like 2 hours went sembawang shopping centre to shop around den went yishun to eat our dinner ! Keeping tis post short cause kinda tired gonna slp for 2 hrs before booking in ! ciao people !

Didn't post for quite awhile , went army open house yesterday was forced by my sgt . Damnit basically wasted time there and took a ride back home thanks to chao shun =D
Today was my SoC test but i took mc in the morning and didn't go , was just too sleepy , couldn't meet jeremy and company today . Tomorrow yong asked me to go kbox wif him at safra just gonna go with him and entertain him .
Next thursday pop ! wooo finally gonna have a break for awhile =D