Why why am i so dumb .
Sigh . I didnt mean those words . really .
I can't live without u . without u my life is really nothing .
i really hope wad u said was jus to spite me .
I'm begging u , without u my life will hit rock bottom .
i really wan to spend my life and every second of my time with u .
take care of u , be there for u whenever u need someone .
i really really do .
u mean the world to me .
your my everything .
I wanna have those times when we watch movies , hold hands together , tease each other , pretend to be angry with each other . going to the zoo , seeing your favourite elephant . hug u to sleep with scrump with us . sigh .
u mean that much to me every second i spent with u i will never forget . ily.

I'm back after much thinking .
I finally thought of it .
If making a wrong move here , i know i will definitely regret and be sorry bout it .
Though i'm smiling my heart is crying , i think you might be suffering alot too .
I'm telling myself i will be happy much happier .
But my heart tells me i'm lying to it and doesn't want to listen.
So the truth is , your still loved really .