Ok haven't been updating lately , cause kinda lazy and not much time .
2 more weeks and i am gonna be in ns miss me kay ?
Tmr suppose to have outing wif emily sis and others but i nidda change my bank acc number for ns
and also i nidda do many stuff . sorry sis .
Aww little time out here till national service bummers !

Super tired jio-ed ryu and zy out for kfc but they didn't want to aww . Gonna be another boring day for me again i guess .

The sky we saw that day , the scarlet sky , do u remember it ?
We exchanged our promises surrounded by the summer wind .
Behind that forced smile , i hide my extended shadows .
So i pretended not to notice it , and decided to playback .
Waiting for the depressing news from you , those empty nights those dawns i thought would never come, i knew it all .
Embracing those promises i couldn't fulfill , it will never happen again , together we shall not walk .

We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.

Anyways forogt bout tis grats to my dumb hao lian and sibei bhb brother gabriel for getting first in his audi compey wtf n lvl still play audi wan die sibo ? lol

the pubor in the centre is my bhb brother

on the far right the loser face =D

okok i received a haircut yesterday , yes u heard haircut ! ok super short until i cant believe it .
Damn ns sucks man why must we cut such short hair sianssss.
Yesterday met joshua the close to botak fellow hehe same as me wakakaaka and clint the slope hair boy ! We met at amk hub and walked around went to a kopitiam slack for awhile , clint has received a warning from the doctor if he does not quit smoking soon he will lose his voice , well cause of smoking he has been having sore throat , cough blah blah blah and he still smokes reds wtf . Joshua was scolding him lol had a drink den ordered chicken wing and fish n chip wow the western there is woot nice nice super nice haha . Shawn and co came lateron around 830pm we left as clint nidda go jurong , josh bused home wif shawn and co while i am the onli one stayin at sengk bused alone wif a no batt fone no music no nothing , was about to fall sleep until a indian freakin sit beside me not being a racist but the smell is omg couldn't sleep can ._. ok now my hair is shorter than jason sians .
Today not going out i guess haha .

Ok went shopping with mummy , but she smsed me saying pls wear jeans and proper shirt and pls do something bout ur hair , fk go out also so mafan so i had to find a suitable shirt n jeans weather so hot still jeans burn can ? den nid to style hair wtf zzz freakin retarded can just for going orchard that's my mother for u . After preparing was like late ? So change the time of meeting her to 2.30 but i was still late met her at 3pm freak first time in my life i am late can ! Den went to eat lunch wif her after tt from raffles place trained to orchard .

Bought 2 jeans den she bought 2 shirt for me and so and so for and blamed me for burning a hole in her pocket , she spent a close 600 on me WAKAKAKa i didn't ask for so many stuff ok she forced it on me hehe . Mrted to sengkang den lrt to compassvale , granny delivered dinner i saw yong on cab fast asleep booking in i guess aww , today going to jasmine grandma place.

i reach for that big sky , i believe in that one tomorrow .

Watashiwa kawaii neh xuan desu x33333

Ok i shall stop tis nonsense of trying to act cute , ok was pokemon-ing for awhile , dun tink i am childish ok childhood memories ! Later mayb going for a movie i duno yong just called yst saying he had a fever so hope he recovers =D
Jas has dance in the afternoon bummers , Gab smsed me early in the morning saying hoho nxt sat den parents meeting session screw him pls ';....;' !
Tmr shopping wit mummy meeting her at orchard time not yet comfirm alright tts all people

Was feeling super tired and sick today woke up and went back to bed was sweating in a air con room ? Woke up later on at 4 pm feeling all giddy .

After awhile used com for awhile hmm pretty boring day today , tmr mayb watching movie wif yong and gab? not yet comfirmed alright that's all i know my blog is boring sorry people ahaha

Being with the one u love is always the best , so no matter what happens cherish the relationship u have and hold dearly to , if u love him/her no problem is impossible to solve .

Soooo wad if metallica started metal i just love seeing u self pwn urself so yea !

` Xuan says:
AHAHAA
` Xuan says:
but
` Xuan says:
u gotta admit tis
` Xuan says:
for screamo
` Xuan says:
alesana
` Xuan says:
owns all
Theodora doesn't want to go to Hong Kong. Why can't they just respect that? says:
okay
Theodora doesn't want to go to Hong Kong. Why can't they just respect that? says:
i admit that
` Xuan says:
OK
` Xuan says:
IM GONNA SS IT

Theresa just got self pwned in a arguement wif me WAKAKAKA.

` Xuan says:
ALESANA PWNS ALL
Theodora doesn't want to go to Hong Kong. Why can't they just respect that? says:
METALLICA IS KING
` Xuan says:
NO
` Xuan says:
ALESANA TRASHES
Theodora doesn't want to go to Hong Kong. Why can't they just respect that? says:
SCREAMO BORING
` Xuan says:
U NOE IT
Theodora doesn't want to go to Hong Kong. Why can't they just respect that? says:
METALLICA STARTED METAL OKAY
` Xuan says:
SCREAMO PWNS
Theodora doesn't want to go to Hong Kong. Why can't they just respect that? says:
WHAT DID ALESANA DO
` Xuan says:
ALESANA > METALLICA
Theodora doesn't want to go to Hong Kong. Why can't they just respect that? says:
PLEASE
Theodora doesn't want to go to Hong Kong. Why can't they just respect that? says:
METALLICA < ALESANA (self pwnt)
` Xuan says:
PWN
Theodora doesn't want to go to Hong Kong. Why can't they just respect that? says:
WHAT I TYPING
Theodora doesn't want to go to Hong Kong. Why can't they just respect that? says:
LOL
` Xuan says:
YEA
` Xuan says:
U GT PWNED U ADMITTED IT URSELF ALESANA > METALLICA =D

Theresa just got self pwned in a arguement wif me WAKAKAKA.

` Xuan says:
ALESANA PWNS ALL
Theodora doesn't want to go to Hong Kong. Why can't they just respect that? says:
METALLICA IS KING
` Xuan says:
NO
` Xuan says:
ALESANA TRASHES
Theodora doesn't want to go to Hong Kong. Why can't they just respect that? says:
SCREAMO BORING
` Xuan says:
U NOE IT
Theodora doesn't want to go to Hong Kong. Why can't they just respect that? says:
METALLICA STARTED METAL OKAY
` Xuan says:
SCREAMO PWNS
Theodora doesn't want to go to Hong Kong. Why can't they just respect that? says:
WHAT DID ALESANA DO
` Xuan says:
ALESANA > METALLICA
Theodora doesn't want to go to Hong Kong. Why can't they just respect that? says:
PLEASE
Theodora doesn't want to go to Hong Kong. Why can't they just respect that? says:
METALLICA <> (self pwnt)
` Xuan says:
` Xuan says:
PWN
Theodora doesn't want to go to Hong Kong. Why can't they just respect that? says:
WHAT I TYPING
Theodora doesn't want to go to Hong Kong. Why can't they just respect that? says:
LOL
` Xuan says:
YEA
` Xuan says:
U GT PWNED U ADMITTED IT URSELF ALESANA > METALLICA =D

Ok today was jus not my day fuck u Zhen Yu !
Bastard child i sleeping so soundly suddenly fone rang fish forgot to silent mode den was woked up by that bastard child . He said he coming find me at sengkang wtf ? i am half awake and half asleep @@ ! well was using com and listening to music while waiting for him till he smsed me saying he is at pungol beach cause he fell asleep in the bus ! nerded . Den his last msg was :
Got gal got gal hot gal gal in bus wit me ! My age de !!! Oh hor pon sch . =.= this utterly describes him Zhen Yu a.k.a ah wang ! now while i want to blog this up he said his wans to ask for her number but he shy haih this type of people also will shy meh ! teehee

Fish sticks movie6.net has been shut down due to legal issues fook ! There goes the website where i watch all my high quality movies =/

Okk just woke up was damn tired yesterday .

Yesterday joshua and clinton put me jetplane suppose to be going to anchorvale cc to swim and plae slide LOL ! but both of dem were half dead in the afternoon n told me to rest n slp act all caring but reason is they wanted to slp fish them !
Dinnered wif jas and her family , reached home watched tv awhile den fell asleep tired tired tired and now it is raining super heavily !
Friday mum gonna bring me shopping like wow and saturday nidda go to my brother gabriel skool for parents meeting session -.- u should be able to guess his results since i am the one collecting it LOL ! good luck for ur n lvl u slacker LOL

And paul is emoing over a girl tsk tsk .

Tonned wif Ryu and BenBen ytd freaking tired rched home ate maggie and like slept for onli 6 hrs @@ going to slp soon bahs heaps tired =/

This is how noob bullies me .

♥ It's like, we're meant to be says:
deny see =/
♥ It's like, we're meant to be says:
i pity your gf
` Xuan says:
why ?
` Xuan says:
wa
` Xuan says:
lao
` Xuan says:
liddat
` Xuan says:
sae me
` Xuan says:
i
♥ It's like, we're meant to be says:
okok
♥ It's like, we're meant to be says:
._.
` Xuan says:
=(
` Xuan says:
i noe i single...
` Xuan says:
no nid
` Xuan says:
liddat sae me...
` Xuan says:
people got feelings one u noe
` Xuan says:
...
` Xuan says:
haih'
` Xuan says:
i am not made of metal u noe...
♥ It's like, we're meant to be says:
you cannot lie to me
` Xuan says:
my tears are sour u noe ...
♥ It's like, we're meant to be says:
but you listen metal
♥ It's like, we're meant to be says:
AHHAAHAH
` Xuan says:
NO LINK
` Xuan says:
FOOK U
♥ It's like, we're meant to be says:
is saltly !

Msn di siao siao wif each other LOL

Okay went ryu's place slack arnd den adi met us at plaza ate kfc was eating halfway when someone sms me ! saying she is sad :x tsk tsk went home pei her chat on msn aiyoyo ! den fell asleep till 6 plus woke up using com again . noob cheer up lahs =x Teehee LOL !

Ok . I am bright awake thanks to jolene freaking morning fone calls ! FCUK i nid my slp pls T_T

Went to eat breakfast prata it is =D wif jas's mum den walked home finding ryu and adi later mayb teehee ! Cousin having steamboat and imma gonna skip dinner cause i am starting to put on weight! Fish sticks how can this be ! haha ! okeh that's all byebyes !

Ok i am not dumb and i got it all .
Some people still take me as a fool maybe u are not kidding or faking it but how can i assure ?
I do not want to take such a big risk again now ready to do it all over again .
It's crazy , it's heart wrenching nobody knows how i feel people judge me without even knowing me.
But i can't stop them can i ? I live wif a conscious inside me but do u ? Only u know yourself .
This life i have had never always been good , only close ones knows what i am going through but some don't even know and try to assume and think they know everything .
Who has seen me down and really don't feel like getting back once i have fallen ? Only few so if your haven't been through the worst don't think u are going through hell cause u have not even tasted hell itself .
Adi u asked me a question and i shall tell u the answer now right here indefinitely without a doubt the answer is a no not a yes ! Brother thanks for being there whenever i need someone to talk to man .
Normally i tok to cousin jas when i am down but sometimes don't wanna trouble her yea even though she is an idiot at times , she can be serious when the time comes haha .

True friends how many can u have ? Yea i know u must be thinking am i a good fren ? i dun go arnd backstabbing ppl and stuff okeh ? that i can assure u .
Jie loong in camp , some frens in poly and stuff sigh , seriously life can sometimes go damn down but we have to find ways to bring it back up , at least true frens last till the end i shall end here kinda tired and got stuff going through my head now but i have made up my mind adi thanks =D

Today was super tiring woke up at 10 plus den went to eat lunch with jas's mum . After that homed used com for like 15 mins n slept till 5 don't know why i feel so tired these few days .

Cousin went TM wif Brenda , came home at like 7 plus , well she seems super tired today used com to update and off she is to bed no one to entertain me =( sad ! okays that's all byebye

Jasmine cousin ! u idiot ! Good luck for today's paper =D hehehe u can do it !

进一步或 退一步 结局一样是未知数
被羡慕也 被忌妒 当我的手被你握住
想起当初如何被守护 嚐尽了甜头也吃过了苦
翻着回忆不断地阅读 我们付出如此投入

我告诉自己无论如何不许哭
被你放弃不是最痛的输
也许对你温柔拥抱还有贪图
我已准备 觉悟

我告诉自己无论如何不许哭
因为至少我们曾经被祝福
如果留下伤口要微笑着康復
我应该满足 我非常满足

想起当初如何被守护 嚐尽了甜头也吃过了苦
翻着回忆不断地阅读 我们付出如此投入

我告诉自己无论如何不许哭
被你放弃不是最痛的输
也许对你温柔拥抱还有贪图
我已准备 觉悟

我告诉自己无论如何不许哭
因为至少我们曾经被祝福
如果留下伤口要微笑着康復
我应该满足 我非常满足

In life what do u regret ? For me it's something i regret till now , so peeps out there don't ever do something u would forever regret .
In

Wow i am awake at 10 plus miracle normally will pig arnd more haha !
Can't believe cousin was mugging for history at night ytd good luck hope u 'pass' heh heh .
Going find emily later and go back ys collect stuff den come back to jas's hse yea =D .

Some fotos from puggol plaza ytd .



Okeh damn tired of clicking and uploading 1 by 1 so 1 last pic of a idiot who loves to act cute tsk tsk .

Okeh b4 i forget and get nagged by jasmine when she wakes up from her slp n happen to see my blog ! Here it is thanks for editing the fotos happy ? i noe u mus be smiling when u see this haha ! =D

Okeh today i am finally legal 18 =D hehehehehes !

Received birthday wishes at 12 midnight , cousin jasmine tried to be the first to msg me but failed badly as her fone suddenly no batt ! LOL ! Sad ! Slpt as was freakin tired morning woke up den lunched , sushi for lunch heh heh , ate till i was like bloated den walked hme was slacking arnd opposite jas's hse the playground . Den hmed went rivervale mall to buy stuff gonna go cp later for dinner .

Okeh yesterday woke up after a long slp went to amk as yong had homeleave , was rather tired , ate a heavy dinner dota once wif yong just for tis moron i will dota once ! only once okeh ! lol . Wow birthday cake was bought in adv celebrated in adv , yong gave me a bdae present i will nvr forget a horrible kiss on the face i started washing my face while he washed his mouth lol lol . den after awhile homed to jas hse , watched tv and had a kind of talk with jas sigh , i am having a headache really yesterday jus couldnt get to slp rolled and rolled thinking of stuff cousin had problems too aww cousin dun wanna c u sad uh cheer up =x what's happen has alrdy happen duno if u slpt well hope u did =(( super tired as i only slpt for 2 hrs or less met ryu under his block den adi came to meet us .
Walked to mrt den mrted to dg shall cont blogging later going out for dinner now byes .

Back from dinner super tired . Whole after was walking arnd wif adi n ryu den went pennisular walk walk aahahha den bused to hougang adi's hse den walked to sengkang wif ryu his dumb idea again -.-

OK WAS PLAYIN POKEMON LIKE TILL MAD CAN !
Till Adi called me meet him at ryu hse but he was late can ! was so angry ~
1 hr late den he told me his bus took him to payar lebar so was late ~.~
He came jus to pass me my birthday present in adv den go back find his frens waaa so touched ! LOL !
Thanks Adi , Alesana ftw ! love ye Adi but im not gay ! =D

Xinglei shall be ignored for a week for not telling me a story today bastard child !

` Xuan says:
stories pls
メinglei ohhh says:
JUST NOW
メinglei ohhh says:
ON THE MRT
メinglei ohhh says:
WOAH
メinglei ohhh says:
u cant believe it
` Xuan says:
?
メinglei ohhh says:
its like in japan
メinglei ohhh says:
the guys just rape that girl
` Xuan says:
wow den den
メinglei ohhh says:
=D
メinglei ohhh says:
u too young
` Xuan says:
What the fish !
` Xuan says:
Go die
` Xuan says:
Ignore u liao
メinglei ohhh says:
=D

Was woken up at 9 plus thanks to my idiotic cousin jasmine sms-ing me asking how many zeros are there in a million =.='' what the fish ! Tried to get back to sleep but couldn't so now i am in front of the com blogging and surfing the net while playing my gba =.='' prata for breakfast ! haha .

Ok jus had arguement wif cousin jasmine wif who should carry the food and who should carry the ice cream home , this is how it went .

Jasmine u carry the hor fan , hor fan , hor fan and rice hor , i carry the ice cream ice cream ice cream ice cream ice cream ice cream ice cream ice cream ice cream .

Xuan : wtf i ice cream la

Jasmine : no

Xuan : but mine hot zzz .

Jasmine : mine cold le !

LOL OK I ADMIT I AM LAME NTH TO DO AT HME CAN

Okayyy Xinglei is making tis a enjoyable day macham crapping like never ending LOL !
Gonna fall asleep soon freakin tired and bored at hme ~.~

ok doing nth much .

Having a conversation wif ryu and xinglei :
メinglei ohhh says:
when u botak
(Ryu)Miko is "imba" says:
jun12
メinglei ohhh says:
wan open chalet
メinglei ohhh says:
celebrate?
(Ryu)Miko is "imba" says:
=_=
(Ryu)Miko is "imba" says:
NO
` Xuan says:
LOL
メinglei ohhh says:
i still got 4 years
メinglei ohhh says:
HEHEHEHE
(Ryu)Miko is "imba" says:
u reali dam kp
` Xuan says:
LOL
(Ryu)Miko is "imba" says:
LOL
メinglei ohhh says:
u 2
メinglei ohhh says:
go in tgr?
` Xuan says:
i
メinglei ohhh says:
i shave for u all la
` Xuan says:
in
(Ryu)Miko is "imba" says:
diff place
` Xuan says:
pro camp
` Xuan says:
he n san
メinglei ohhh says:
ryu noob
` Xuan says:
nerd camp
メinglei ohhh says:
go noob camp
(Ryu)Miko is "imba" says:
kp
(Ryu)Miko is "imba" says:
reali
` Xuan says:
he break his arm go guards
` Xuan says:
suppose to be commando
` Xuan says:
he ah gua
` Xuan says:
break arm
メinglei ohhh says:
declare gay la
メinglei ohhh says:
noob
(Ryu)Miko is "imba" says:
FUCK U
メinglei ohhh says:
i sure declare gay

It's official xinglei will be gay in 4 yrs .

有谁不希望爱情天长地久，但如果一段爱情让俩人觉得在一起是很累 的，那为何不试着放手。。。。。。

Today woke up by jas mum yawns super slpy , she wanted to bring me to her frens hse to highlight highlight my a little aww anws gonna be bald soon super sad ! Waiting for ryu's call den off to lunch and parklane , okkkk today i shall arrive , rise hell and leave parklane ! ppk pls dun die uh =D

Alright here to update uh .

Woke up at 11am , ate noodles which was bought by jas's mum (xie xie)

Used com watch tv nth to do so jus blog hopped and surfed the net . Jas's mum bought lunch back for me =D hehes , head super pain lol used com too long ? Maybbbb . Tmr going out wif ryu might nt come home for tmr i duno .

i realise the past was the best , whenever i have nth to do i sit down n think bout what has happened b4 in my life , brings me a smile on my face if not i cant help dropping a tear .
life was never fair but my life is not the worst so i shouldnt sit in a corner n cry it out i should carry on wif my life no matter what . I am feeling in a whirl now @_@ friends also play a part in our life they walk in and out u will never noe who r the one that cares for u until u really are in need of help. haha . people forget u , people rmb u tsk tsk that's frens for ye .

Alright i'm gonna stop here tsk tsk takec everyone .

Friday Bro jie loong booking out missed u dude .

Okay didn't update for ages as jas's internet explorer was corrupted ! But now fixed woohoo .
Yesterday went to east coast wif sis was walking from parkway parade to east coast after reaching there we rent bikes for 2 hrs .

The place we rented our bikes .



After cycling went to 7-11 to get a drink den walked to parkway parade to catch the shuttle bus to sengk , bought dinner for jas and her curry puff . Thank me u idiot !

For today went to parklane cuz jas's nose has been bleeding and my grandma was like bleed to death later @_@ so had to wake up early to accompany her to amk to find my grandma b4 catchin a cab there , wow she freakin bathed for 30mins? making us late hoho . Was telling her how painful it was as i told her the doctor will take a needle alrdy heated and stab her nose hehe , but in the end jus a cotton bud in her right nose , she was like complaining ! After that mc and medicine was given to her total cost 55 bucks @@ . Ate our breakfast dere den we mrted/lrted home while granny cabbed home , now she's out studying wif hayley while i am waiting for her to bring back my dinner !